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Tolerance's Paradox

by HAWK

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1.
CLVRMFKR 03:42
WHO'S GOT ALL THE FACTS AND ALL THE NUMBERS WHO'S GONNA WAKE THEM ALL UP FROM THEIR SLUMBER WHO'S GONNA TURN THEIR PARTY THERE INTO A REAL BUMMER A CLEVER MOTHERFUCKER I WORKED PRETTY HARD FOR THIS COMA GOOD THING THAT I SHOWED UP HERE'S MY PERSONA- I TALK JUST LIKE A GROWN UP I'M SAYING ONE WITH A DIPLOMA THIS IS A GULAG THAT'S WHY YOU'RE ALL OPPONENTS YOU'D HATE A FACT JUST TO PROVE YOU'RE SO DEVOTED WHOLE THING IS SCREWED UP MAN I THINK THAT I PROVOKED CAUSE I FOCUSED ON THE WORST CASE AND THEN EVERYONE APPROACHED IT DRONES. NOW YOU NEVER HAVE TO FEEL ALONE. I'M IN MY ZONE. YOU CAN STAY OUT OF MY HOME. GOD I'M SO BORED OF YOUR DEATH SQUADS AND YOUR WARS I'VE GOT A GUN ON MY PORCH I HOPE IT KEEPS GETTING WORSE YOU THOUGHT I WAS YOURS BUT THEN YOU TOLD ME MY WORTH AND NOW I WANT TO GO FIRST YOU WERE HAVING FUN AND I'M THE CURE THE PARADOXES OF ALL YOUR TOLERANCES IT'S FUCKING FINE IF YOU'RE TOO LATE ISN'T IT THE PARADOXES OF ALL YOUR TOLERANCES YOU HATE SOMETHING JUST ENOUGH AND YOU MIGHT FIX IT DRONES. NOW YOU NEVER HAVE TO FEEL ALONE. I'M IN MY ZONE. YOU CAN STAY OUT OF MY HOME. GOD I'M SO BORED OF YOUR DEATH SQUADS AND YOUR WARS I'VE GOT A GUN ON MY PORCH I HOPE IT KEEPS GETTING WORSE YOU THOUGHT I WAS YOURS BUT THEN YOU TOLD ME MY WORTH AND NOW I WANT TO GO FIRST YOU WERE HAVING FUN AND I'M THE CURE DISARRAY'S IN BUSINESS DO THE RIGHT THING AND KEEP YOUR DISTANCE IF YOU SWORE AN OATH I KNOW THAT YOU'RE A SNITCH DO THE RIGHT THING AND KEEP YOUR DISTANCE
2.
Mileage 03:35
it keeps raining i know my training you keep your head in the clouds and you drown the law can fight me i see the lightning and i don't give a fuck about a crown i got real high and then i looked down and my perspective's all i got to guide me now this is the first law of motion move too fast you can't even hit eject you fuck around and make a scene of your emotions you picked a role in it- get back on set act like you can trust your reality your friends keep on turning into enemies i see you like i got telepathy i just think i got too much mileage and too worn out to hide it i sit still and i despise it i was even raised by a fucking pilot it keeps raining it doesn't phase me if i slow down i'm gonna fuckin panic the people all get crushed when they get too proud so i don't give a fuck about a crowd these days i represent more than myself feels like the baggage came from someone else you picked the wrong mother fucker here to overwhelm sad and funny right but what's a better way you'll misunderstand it anyway act like you can trust your reality your friends keep on turning into enemies i see you like i got telepathy and i think i got too much mileage and too worn out to hide it i sit still and i despise it i was even raised by a fucking pilot too much mileage and too worn out to hide it i sit still and i despise it cause maybe i'm the opposite of all of it i used to think it wouldn't matter if i said it cause i do not know where i'm headed i pursued a life of good and just for that i am indebted i'll still swing on your god if i'm let in sad and funny right this shit's the best life's just a riddle that was made for the depressed and i think i got too much mileage and too worn out to hide it i sit still and i despise it i was even raised by a fucking pilot too much mileage and too worn out to hide it i sit still and i despise it cause maybe i'm the opposite of all of it
3.
i know what i want it's to have my domain in every way nothing's gonna make me feel alright till i'm somebody who's free i've lived long enough that i know my own price but when you wrote it down, you showed me i was write you told me what i'm worth and i didn't even disagree and now i want a tip cause i was fucking friendly everything's on fire you are just a king with no survivors you don't care about the human, you just need the straining if i can reject what's inside my heart then you can pay me prick you're not alive you just run a campaign and it's tiring you need a lot of votes so you speak real vague and it sucks that it's working you told me what i'm worth and i didn't even disagree and now i want a tip cause now i'm fucking sick of me everything's on fire you are just a king with no survivors you don't care about the human, you just need the straining if i can reject what's inside my heart then you can pay me the flames keep growing higher and oh look there's a paper tiger. hm. you don't care about the human, you just need the straining if i can reject what's inside my heart then you can pay me a grenade in the hands of a slave pull the pin and walk away a grenade in the hands of a slave to save the day a little broke, a little buzzed, a little stressed trying to get above it slit a throat, get the blood, make a mess do your best just get these mother fuckers off my back everything's on fire you are just a king with no survivors you don't care about the human, you just need the straining if i can reject what's inside my heart then you can pay me the flames keep growing higher and oh look there's a paper tiger. hm. you don't care about the human, you just need the straining if i can reject what's inside my heart just fucking pay me
4.
Alibi 03:37
OH HI I JUST NEED AN ALIBI THAT DOESN'T CARE TO ASK ME WHY WHO'S GONNA TELL A REAL BIG LIE WHEN THE COPS STOP BY YOU AND ME SITTING UP THERE IN THE FRONT ROW WE SNUCK IN THROUGH THE WINDOW WE'VE BEEN HERE LONG ENOUGH TO SEE ALL THE EVIDENCE WE'RE THE COMMON DENOMINATORS OF ALL OF IT I'M IN A RUSH STRAIGHT TO THE BOTTOM AND I'LL PULL YOU DOWN IF YOU WANT TO GO TANDEM YOU KNOW THAT NOTHING IN THIS WORLD IS A COINCIDENCE WE'RE THE COMMON DENOMINATORS OF ALL OF IT THINK OF EVERYTHING WE'VE BURIED TO BE LIKE THIS I'LL BURN A BRIDGE OUT OF POLITENESS OH HI I JUST NEED AN ALIBI THAT DOESN'T CARE TO ASK ME WHY WHO'S GONNA TELL A REAL BIG LIE WHEN THE COPS STOP BY OH HI I JUST NEED AN ALIBI WITH PROPANE ON THE MIND TWO GREAT BIG GUILTY EYES I WANT A SNIPER BY MY SIDE IN CASE OF FIRE FIGHT EVERYBODY UP TILL NOW HAS BEEN A CALCULATION I AM A COMPLICATION YOUR BEING HONEST DOESN'T FOOL ME A BIT WE'RE THE COMMON DENOMINATORS OF ALL OF IT YEAH I PROBABLY DID IT. TWICE. YOU'RE GONNA BE COOL, RIGHT? IF IT BLEEDS THEN YOU HIDE IT WE MADE THE FLOOR BOARDS VIOLET STOP LETTING OTHERS SEE YOUR KINDNESS THEY'RE GONNA SWIPE IT OH HI I JUST NEED AN ALIBI THAT DOESN'T CARE TO ASK ME WHY WHO'S GONNA TELL A REAL BIG LIE WHEN THE COPS STOP BY OH HI I JUST NEED AN ALIBI WITH PROPANE ON THE MIND TWO GREAT BIG GUILTY EYES I WANT A SNIPER BY MY SIDE WHO LIKES TO HAVE A REAL GOOD TIME YOU DON'T EVER GOTTA BE ALONE JUST TRUST SOMEBODY YOU DON'T KNOW LET THEM IN YOUR HOME AND NOW I'M STEPPING OVER BONES AND HEADSTONES I NEED TWO PHONES AND WHAT YOU WANTED OUT OF IT- I HOPE YOU GET WE'RE USED TO BEING SILHOUETTES HOLDING OUR BREATH BUT YOU AND I BOTH SANK ENOUGH BOATS TO PAY FOR IT OH HI I JUST NEED AN ALIBI THAT DOESN'T CARE TO ASK ME WHY WHO'S GONNA TELL A REAL BIG LIE WHEN THE COPS STOP BY OH HI I JUST NEED AN ALIBI WITH PROPANE ON THE MIND TWO GREAT BIG GUILTY EYES I WANT A SNIPER BY MY SIDE
5.
Counter Ops 03:41
you think you know his game and he’ll flip another gaslight rich motherfucker with his hands on your wind pipe gather up i’ll sing a song for you suckers if you gather up counter ops we're going to fit right in if we act real dumb say the fucking pledge and be amazed at some other guys accomplishments lock a toddler up inside a cage make him wonder where his father is publish every single word you say and somehow you're still anonymous if a sergeant thinks you disobeyed him then he's gonna fuck up your esophagus gather up they put a price on confusion and it's not enough counter ops cause we can fit right in if we act real dumb i'm burning alive burning alive i guess this must be hell but i learned to get by i learned to get by cause i can lie to myself i don't need your point of view i'll never care what your perspective is get the fuck up out my face i don't have to to deal with the punishment i could just impersonate you making everything you're saying meaningless absurdity's my only god and i'm pretty zealous in believing it you got your thumb in your mouth and you love a good lie you got a rapist signing bills and you all feel fine gather up i’ll sing a song for you suckers if you gather up counter ops cause we can fit right in if we act real dumb i'm burning alive burning alive i guess this must be hell but i learned to get by i learned to get by cause i can lie to myself burn out till i've lost the sun it makes a fool of everyone but i learned to get by i learned to get by cause i know i can lie know i can lie i can lie to myself you think you know his game and he’ll flip another gaslight rich motherfucker with his hands on your wind pipe staring at his phone while the world becomes a gun fight help him get his way and he'll keep you all safe right there is a place where your convictions all began i want to nuke it and never think about it again i'm burning alive burning alive i guess this must be hell but i learned to get by i learned to get by cause i can lie to myself burn out till i've lost the sun it makes a fool of everyone but i learned to get by i learned to get by cause i know i can lie know i can lie i can lie to myself
6.
Universes 04:06
i cant tell if its my heart or my brain. im manic and i know it’s just a state. something that i chose not to sedate. i just think better when it's late. i made something then i burned it, did it on purpose. i can't tell if it was worth it or if i deserve it. and i keep winning the game and it makes me feel more worthless. and i keep wandering off into different universes. you're somewhere else and the one of you i know is somewhere parallel. and i keep telling myself that this is not a hell and i’ll earn my happiness when i do something well. am i all alone when i fall asleep. wish i could save my bones from my circuitry. i'm a clone of me with my psychology. there’s no room for me in my reality. i rewind like i got the super 8 so i can binge watch all my mistakes. you'll never get me out of my way. i just think better when it’s late. you’re somewhere else. and the one of you i know is out there by themselves. and i keep telling myself that it is not a hell and the one of me who’s there still knows how to help. am i all alone when i fall asleep. wish i could save my bones from my circuitry. i'm a clone of me with my psychology. there’s no room for me in my reality. do we run parallel, or is my image that of someone else? do i believe this isn’t hell? cause i am hurting when i try to help. maybe we all get lost, maybe it’s in my blood. don’t think I’m ever gone. I’m simply losing touch. am i all alone when you fall asleep? it’s better not to taint your reality. broken record with my apologies. do you lose sleep just at the thought of me? am i all alone when i fall asleep. wish i could save my bones from my circuitry. i'm a clone of me with my psychology. there’s no room for me in my reality. i made something then i burned it, did it on purpose. i can't tell if it was worth it or if i deserve it. and i keep winning the game and it makes me feel more worthless. and i keep wandering off into different universes.

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released December 4, 2020

produced/mixed by Richard Armellino
Jack Esbenschade - recorded/produced guitars and additional production
Adam Reed - recorded/produced drums and additional production
Master by Andreas Magnusson
Additional Reamping by Ryan Leitru

-guest feature by rory rodriguez on universes
-additional vocals by micheal guerrerez on clvrmfkr
-additional vocals by sol amstutz on counter ops
-ad lib by my fucking hunk of a father what a babe seriously on mileage
-additional vocals by pat galante on alibi
-additional vocals by spencer charnas on mileage
-additional vocals by joe o cutie on king with no survivors

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